Tears for Tallahassee

Sniff Sniff....yep the tears have finally been released, and it was healing.

For the last few weeks I have been emotional.

Full of happiness and sadness, laughter and insane nerves.

I had not been able to cry though. I felt it in me but.....just was not happening.

Then comes this weekend, really Saturday to be exact.

And though my emotions are mixed I was able to cry my tears for Tallahassee.

Though I am not an outdoorsman, being in nature helps me see my emotions and thoughts as clear as crystal.

Here is what I saw.....

That I am not the girl who came here 7 years ago.

That I have people here who I LOVE.

That I might never in my life find such fufillment from work (I hope that is not true).

That only God knows his plan for me, yet I am eager to head on my adventure with him.

That there is nothing to fear:)

I don't think I will have any more breakdowns. Now the last day of school I will be sobbing all over my babies....but that does not count:)